~~Screen Translation~~

Transalation for the Song "Screen" playing in my blog...

Lyrics: Hizumi; Music: Tsukasa & Karyu
Translated By: iro (2007.03.25)
Taken from: http://www.egohabitat.com/word/lyrics/despa-screen.htm

nobody is here; no discord in melody...
my heart is plugged up; no more pain left to feel...

it's too cruel, nobody can be healed
my eyes are covered up even in light

crumbling away in my arms; it's heartless... that I can't see the red burning sun

my lament ends; no tears for me to cry...
the darkness shines on me; no more hope left to live...

I was sleepless, a buzzing pierces me
a nightmare of endless ringing; everything is turning into darkness

the moon's embracing shine runs out; these eyes... don't even reflect the stardust of the night sky
as though these thoughts that have no destination are disappearing completely; since I'm alone, I tell you...

sleep... a dream with no awakening
once more, I started to forget the sky...
shallow... howling... haze...

my wished prayer rises higher to heaven; now I want to believe... the voice at the tip of the darkness
therefore, I live on... embracing my wound... though the light withers, I want to walk towards your shout
until the time that was given to us, life's flame, fades

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Everytime I listen to this song... It reminds me of you and makes me so sad... I wonder if it describes you or me more...

Itx so weird that even though it has been quite some time... I still think of you every single day... Maybe I connect better with death... Haha...

I regret not accompanying you more often... I regret not talking to you more often... I hate myself for not realizing that it is you... I hate myself for not being able to recall certain things...

We din not really talk much until recently... When we started talking on msn and even went home together on the last friday of your life... I was so happy that you actually told me you dun mind listening to visual kei music and even liked D'espairs Ray... You made me feel so happy and hopeful that I even thought of forming a fanclub... I even promised share more about visual kei and the things I like after my semester ends... But it is never possible now...

But why when I talk about it that night you din even show any signs... Why din you ask and talk to me about it... I am the one who should be suicidal... Not you... Why when it seems that you look more hopeful... You have so many friends...

Maybe it is better this way... At least you dun have to endure all the shit in life anymore...

Well it seems like it is getting long and sad that I dun think I can continue anymore...

Maybe we will only be able to meet our next lives... But you will always be my lovely Wednesday! This blog is partly created for you...