Poly Classmate passed away

I remembered sitting alone at the sports complex and watching the soccer practice.

I suck at consolations and stuff so probably I wun say the things that people should normally say.

It is just depressing to see nice and smart people with bright future taken away and here the person who cant even find a reason for her existence still living.

Everything is so depressing.

Maybe I just happen to be at the lower part of the sinewave.

Life is so tiring it feels as if it is draining every bit out of me. I feel like I am at my limit already.

I dun feel the passion for anything anymore. Maybe I dun even have any of that to start with.

I dun think I am going sew anymore. I think I will give up on Lolita Fashion once again. I dun think I am going to interact or talk to anyone. I gave up on everything.

Maybe I will be fine soon like what it always have been.