Friday, January 23, 2009

I shall admit that I am not happy about it but well no point dwelling on it.

It is rather meaningless to argue on such things.

Like what is said previous, treat this as an exp lesson. At least it is just material/money sort of loss.

Like seriously you nv know how events might twist and turn and someday you might just be in the mercy of that particular person.

Although I am pretty sure that I do not ever want to have anything to do with that person.

And the person would NEVER want to have anything to have to do with me.
(Yeah that person is unhappy too~)

At least I did voice my unhappiness.

I admit I am not very good at handling such things.

Well actually I have been rather nice coz I did not go and argue or talk to the person coz I know I will either lose badly / things will go quite ugly.

Hence smsing (I doubt the person got email) is the best part where I can type everything I want to say without being interrupted. And organize it better. Plus I seriously lost the ability to communicate with humans. Verbally especially.

Plus I did not insult / use valgurities. I just purely type out the truth. What is told to me on that day and what I received.

Just 2 smses~ Not too bad~

So since both of us are so unhappy.

I decided to go MIA. My Forte~

The best I can think of~

The arguing complaining and stuff really made me feel so unrefined. Bad for Character Moulding? Whatever it is called~ Haha~

And actually this is probably the really rare times I am this unhappy about sales related person and the stuff I get. Usually I dun get this mad no matter how bad it goes.

I figure out the reason why I am that angry is also probably because I am also upset with myself.

Upset by the fact that I cant decide well.

By the fact that I already had signs that day telling me not to buy anything but I still did. (-_-)

By the price of the bloody ass machine which is made in C***A.

Well lots of things bugging me at the same time.

Plus the motivation to sew things drop to a new low. I got no inspiration and motivation at all.

I did not even touch the box for days.

Yeah so that is the end of my own reflection.

I hope I feel much better and brave enough to touch the sewing machine soon.

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