Okay just some random thoughts.

My mood have been surprisingly quite okay these days. Mood swings are not that bad anymore.

Well I just recalled this when doing some applications and..

CAME ACROSS MY IC PICTURE (Which happen to appear on all formal doc)

UGLINESS...

I always wanna cry x vomit x kill myself x bury my head into the soil immediately when I see the picture

Strangely my father seem to have ENDLESS SUPPLY of the picture

And hence I figure out that in case I suddenly just die...

In my funeral that UGLY PICTURE will appear and be MAGNIFIED.

LIKE SERIOUSLY?!

It probably is worse than burning in hell coz that picture is so gonna follow me forever...

I will cry in my coffin and start going mad and bite everyone. Hmmm? *Cough*

YAAR....

I think I shall overcome my fear for the camera slightly abit.

Put more thick makeup and learn photoshop.

Can I like put on my gothic lolita dress for the photo too?

It is my funeral photo afterall right?!

I wonder if photoshoped photo with thick make up and lolita dress is acceptable for ICs...

I heard it isnt.

BUT IT IS MY IC AFTERALL RIGHTTTTTT?

This not only sad but UGLY life. Lol.