Donate to my Liposuction Fund?

My initial plan is to make use of the sale and buy this skirt

Coz I personally thought that this is one of the prettiest design I can get for the price and for a replica. (I really thought it is prettier than the original brand)

Then I realized. My waist couldnt fit in.

As you might know I have been doing hardcore walking almost every night for an hour for 2 months. And some other excerises as well. And watching what I eat.

Yet instead of losing weight, I gained weight. 2.5 freaking kg.

I dun care whatever muscle theory is that.

For one who never ever lived so healthy as a human being in her life, to actually start exercising.

By right they should actually lose weight right?

It is just like a student who actually gave up her slacking life and time to watch anime and actually study hard for once.

And yet instead of improving, her grades dropped.

People around her tell her that at least she gained some knowledge or at least she tried.

Tell me, will you be happy? Will you even bother to study the next time?

People in this world, it is the results that count.

My Lolita dreams have been crushed so hard...

Repeatedly...

Really I am starting to lose hope and am giving up on exercising already.

I should just concentrate on earning money for Liposuction & Chest Reduction.