Monday, February 15, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
My Favourite Song at the Moment: Muse - Uprising
There are a 101 things I tried to type but failed to complete & post.
Anyway went with my sister to MUSE Big Night Out concert on Wednesday.
It was quite an experience!
I have been brainwashing myself with their songs from a month ago but did not expect anything actually.
Despite all the drama, MUSE's performance totally blew me away.
Their first song on the setlist. I felt I was in a cult / an army that is about to go on a war.
Almost EVERYONE was standing, rocking & singing to the song.
Then the these lyrics flashed on the screen:
"They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious!"
I felt so inspired. I never have had this feeling for the longest time. It totally keep my spirits up the past two nights as I worked.
Amazing. Hope that I will be able to type out the whole experience soon!
Anyway went with my sister to MUSE Big Night Out concert on Wednesday.
It was quite an experience!
I have been brainwashing myself with their songs from a month ago but did not expect anything actually.
Despite all the drama, MUSE's performance totally blew me away.
Their first song on the setlist. I felt I was in a cult / an army that is about to go on a war.
Almost EVERYONE was standing, rocking & singing to the song.
Then the these lyrics flashed on the screen:
"They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious!"
I felt so inspired. I never have had this feeling for the longest time. It totally keep my spirits up the past two nights as I worked.
Amazing. Hope that I will be able to type out the whole experience soon!
Monday, December 21, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
20 December 2009
GM is not feeling well from the day before. Diahorrea, vomiting, unable to eat, irregular heart beat.
~10am: GM is admitted to the hospital and placed in ICU
The doctor told father that the chances of her recovering is 10%
And the chances of her getting out is only 1%
Her ECG is not looking well
If her heart is to stop beating, they will not attempt to do any rescues as it will break her bones which will not do any good either
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~1pm: Went to visit grandma. Tubes at her neck nose and hands. Called and held her hands. After a while, her eyelids starts to move and her mouth was moving a little. A few moments later, she opened her eyes and attempts to speak and breathe.
It made me thought. Okay maybe her condition isnt all that bad. Maybe there is a chance she will recover. We remained hopeful.
Yet my nose is sour and tears wun stop streaming down. This might just be one last time I will see her. She looks like she is suffering.
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Any phone calls makes our heart sink for the moment.
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Relatives went to visit her at night. They said the last 30 mins before they left, though weak, GM was attempting to unbutton her clothes and holding to the rails beside saying that she wants to get home.
I was really relieved when I heard that. Coz I just thought Grandma will be fine! She will get home soon!
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Around 1am the phone rang.
I picked up the phone, it was a phone call from the hospital, transfer it to father. They told us to go down. GM may not make it.
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I wanted to go, changed my clothes and took the things I need. Yet I did not go in the end. Father told me not to as I am still having my headache. And I thought I might not be able to handle it well.
Unfortunately this is one important decision I regret making.
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GM passed away at 1:25am.
I was told that they din manage to make it in time. But she passed away very peacefully looking like she is asleep.
Though I was only told in the morning, I couldnt sleep at all the previous night.
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GM though I never told you this but I want you to know that I love you alot.
~10am: GM is admitted to the hospital and placed in ICU
The doctor told father that the chances of her recovering is 10%
And the chances of her getting out is only 1%
Her ECG is not looking well
If her heart is to stop beating, they will not attempt to do any rescues as it will break her bones which will not do any good either
----------------------------
~1pm: Went to visit grandma. Tubes at her neck nose and hands. Called and held her hands. After a while, her eyelids starts to move and her mouth was moving a little. A few moments later, she opened her eyes and attempts to speak and breathe.
It made me thought. Okay maybe her condition isnt all that bad. Maybe there is a chance she will recover. We remained hopeful.
Yet my nose is sour and tears wun stop streaming down. This might just be one last time I will see her. She looks like she is suffering.
-----------------------------
Any phone calls makes our heart sink for the moment.
-----------------------------
Relatives went to visit her at night. They said the last 30 mins before they left, though weak, GM was attempting to unbutton her clothes and holding to the rails beside saying that she wants to get home.
I was really relieved when I heard that. Coz I just thought Grandma will be fine! She will get home soon!
------------------------------
Around 1am the phone rang.
I picked up the phone, it was a phone call from the hospital, transfer it to father. They told us to go down. GM may not make it.
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I wanted to go, changed my clothes and took the things I need. Yet I did not go in the end. Father told me not to as I am still having my headache. And I thought I might not be able to handle it well.
Unfortunately this is one important decision I regret making.
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GM passed away at 1:25am.
I was told that they din manage to make it in time. But she passed away very peacefully looking like she is asleep.
Though I was only told in the morning, I couldnt sleep at all the previous night.
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GM though I never told you this but I want you to know that I love you alot.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Me VS Kira Chan - Part 1
I have been going to the playground for my "physiotherapy" with my mother at night. The dog is not happy because he dun get to go and will get extremely fierce when we comes back.
Mother to Kira: I just brought your jie jie (sister) to the playground to stretch a while. You cant go coz you will get dirty.
And so I got a brother?!
I am trying to eat up my "brother" to get more attention from my mother.
Cant you see? =P
Cant you see? =P
Friday, August 14, 2009
Hyperventilation?! Or Something Like That...
And so being bugged by the horrible constant chest tightness & not being able to get enough air for 2 days. I finally went to see the doctor.
Well it is not often that I think I need to see the doc seriously.
Well it is not often that I think I need to see the doc seriously.
Apparently it is Hyperventilation
(Or something like that with the hyper term in front)
(Or something like that with the hyper term in front)
Which is (-_-)|| caused by STRESS
In simple terms. I feel stress so my chest muscle tighten itself and constrict my breathing and so I feel like I cant get enough air. And I have been taking extremely deep breaths. Wahahahaha.
Well at least I now I know it is not because of high blood pressure, heart attack & heart problems. My heart is beating fine. It is just psychological yo.
Sounds so like me & what my body will do.
Sounds so like me & what my body will do.
But seriously I thought this is one of fewest times in my life I thought I handled things well enough and me not as pessimistic. I guess my body just have to need to feel something on the negative side.
Although my pathetic chest is still bugging me but I can sleep better after the medicine.
I need a ULTRA BIG BREAK where I can slack and do all the stuff I want without thinking of WORK and MONEY at all. With no restrictions or whatever it is.
As for my pathetic aching back. I think pray and hope it is due to me hitting myself without knowing. Please bloody heal coz I am terrified from the past experiences and I want to take up tennis soon. I wanna do alot of things.
Although my pathetic chest is still bugging me but I can sleep better after the medicine.
I need a ULTRA BIG BREAK where I can slack and do all the stuff I want without thinking of WORK and MONEY at all. With no restrictions or whatever it is.
As for my pathetic aching back. I think pray and hope it is due to me hitting myself without knowing. Please bloody heal coz I am terrified from the past experiences and I want to take up tennis soon. I wanna do alot of things.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
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