Family of Injured Soldiers

This morning when I came down I heard this really weird & loud sound and my mother even asked me what it is. I shall describe it as robot-ish? pumping? stuck?
If it is to come out from a human. It is really a very very terrifying sound. It have been programmed it my brain ever since.

But we dismissed it quickly.

After that when I was about to go upstairs I just stood outside my grandmother's room.

I went closer to my GM and found her sitting on the wheelchair not moving. Her hands are cold. She was drooling on one side and the sound we heard earlier was from her. She just did not respond no matter how I called her. That was when I realized that something is wrong.

I called my mother but she came and thought that gm was just asleep. But after a few sec she realized it too.

I was scared shit that logic was once again taken away from me. For a moment I really thought it was over. I din even dare to check her breathing. But then again I am quite sure she is breathing if not how do we even hear something. Apparently I was in shock I forgot the breathing stopped for a moment.

Thank god for Mary who told us to press on some specific points hard
(around the area between the junction of the thumb & forefinger?)

Though I must say that all of us must have thought that it is not working and decided for the ambulance.

After like 1 min or 2 of intense pressing & shouting? (Lol)
Kira chan was also barking away so I suppose he was trying to help by calling gm back? (-_-)

I saw her eyelid moving a little. That is probably one of best moments of relief.

Well gm is at the hospital now and I am not able to go coz the ambulance can onli take one person. Rah.

Have got lots thoughts about this. Maybe next time. At least she is back.
------------------------
Part 2 - the gang with bad backs

First it was me.
Then my younger sister.
Now my father.

My father is currently unable to walk or sit because of his nerves and back.

It is that bad and the injection did not even help abit.

Because of the amount of responsibilities he have, it made it worst.

When I was shouting for my gm, he was so upset because he couldnt get down.

We are all hoping that it is just a normal sprain that will heal soon.

The whole family seems to keep having problems with the back and leg.
--------------------------
Since we are humans. We have to blame on something when bad things happen right?
(Yeah I will only say that I am one when it is convenient or benefits me)

It must be the fengshui! LOL!

Though depressed, I think this is probably one of the few times in life you see me this optimistic.

Really I ought to learn to be more independent and learn more things.

My brain is spammed with fears, insecurities, negative thoughts & whatever it is.