Sunlight Takes Away My Already Non-Existent Happiness & Logic

I already tried hard to avoid the blasting sun yesterday & today. I came out only when it is a little cloudy. I put sunblock all over BUT FORGOT MY BACK. (-_-)

I am currently

1. Sunburnt (Considered mild to others but I am really depressed about it)
2. Having Headache Hell due to long hours outdoors & the sun
3. My Joints Hurts
4. My Muscle Hurts
5. My Back is Aching like crap
6. A few Nerves are giving me problems
   
7. My Whole Body Hurts
8. I am mentally unstable due to the sunlight
   
9. Darker by 10 tones
10. I am exhausted

My skin = fragile. I told you I hate sunlight and I cant freaking touch the damn thing. We are enemies and it is out to kill me.

Well besides being affected physically.

I feel like I am losing interest in cosplay. Something that once brought so much happiness and even make me feel like I have got to look forward in life. Missing one event would mean hell.

Yet this year I was so lazy I did not even go for one except for cosfest. I dun even feel that excited anymore.

Maybe it is because of the pain. I was in PAIN the whole event today.
Maybe it is because of the heat/sun.
Maybe it is because of the crowd.

Suddenly being in the crowd made me thought of many things.

The sunlight is really making me more depressed than normal.

Please close me up in a dark aircon room with computer and fast connection for a month and I will be alright.